I stayed chez my best friend the last couple of days.
She's the only person (besides my ex) with whom I feel comfortable enough to eat, or even binge.
Which puts her in a really special position but, for me its awful.
I like feeling uncomfortable eating in front of people (or eating at all).
And well, I stayed chez her, and binged a lot, and now Im 103 pounds, and I gross me out.
Im back at home now, where I can starve myself in peace.
Hope to get back to the 90's soon.