#26 Burdett Road.... again?

Well, today (yesterday?) I stuffed myself again, because Im a food slut.

I had a shitload of coffee (which explains why Im posting at 4:00 am) and a slice of cheesecake.
(SO FUCKING ORGASMIC) and 6 cookies.
Im the cookie monster.
And... Diet coke.
Im so fucking silly.

Im considering, once again, finding a Burdett Road off in the City.
Da Pueblo is so fucking boring.
I mean, Crap gang is here, ex boyfriend is here, but, hell, I need some smog.
Plus, I can stalk people in the City.
Im a stalker by nature.

I don't know... sometimes I think about getting back with ex boyfriend.
He's such a good fuck guy, and he loves me to death, and well, I love him too, in a non-monogamous way, but I do.

Why, Im a whore, and I so not deserve him.



lciifjowef

Te adoro tronco.

#25 ? Update

Oh well.
Im on a plateau.
Which, is great, coz I've been eating a lot lately.
I should be heavier.


So, weight, still the same.


On Thursday, Im going to uni to stalk this boy I saw twice.
Long black hair, green eyes, Metallica T shirt.
And he talked to me *o*
Well he said hello the second time I saw him but I was walking with ex fuck buddy, so I couldn't do much.

You know you love your ex fuck buddy when:

1- He was an average fuck and you still fucked him until he dumped you.
2- Hot guy on the bus tells you to sit next to him but you don't because efb is there.
3- You don't talk about your other (male) fucks in front of him, despite he does.
4- You don't stalk talk to other boys in front of him.
5- It hurts like hell knowing he tried to hit on ex best friend (when she was best friend)
6- Its been half a year, and I still like him.

Im in love

With this bitch.

#24 Hot for teacher.

So there's chinese, fake boobs, professor, and trent lane from school.
There's also the warhammer kiddo.

Make your bets xD


I've been b&p, starving, b&b xD
And, I managed to stay the same.

I kinda like my weight now.
I mean, Im a fucking cow, but.....
Im wearing a bra *o*
Ex boyfriend enjoys my overweight.
(ex boyfriend = best fuck ever)

Those were the days.

92 lbs. + tattoo

#23 Fuuuuuuuuuuuck

They hid the measuring tape.
But when it comes to my own fatness I've got a good memory.

So I look like this now:

Current weight : 110 lbs.

Chest: 31
Waist: 26
Muffin: 33 (fuck me, my "lovehandles" are larger than my boobs)
Ass: 35.5

I wear 3- 5 jeans.

So, my first goal is

100 lbs

Waist: 25 or less
Muffin: 32 or less.

If I do, I'll get myself a hooters sweat shirt.
(If I do, I'll get myself a hooters girl )

#22 Farewell the ashtray girl

So, Im a fat whore, I re- measured myself.
GOD
Im sooo going to fat girls hell.
But I'll start again on Monday (Food, Gym, Sex life)
I've had quite long "food vacations"

I'll be back in da pueblo.

Farewell Big City : (
Farewell Hottie from Maths (or Physics, sais pas)
Farewell Burdett Road
Farewell Sex Shop
Farwell ex fuck buddy : (

And today's song, is Changes.
Im not sure if it's Black Sabbath's, or Ozzy's but is a great song.
Today's mood, and a flashback.

I feel unhappy

I feel so sad

I lost the best friend

That I ever had

She was my woman

I loved her so

But its too late now

Ive let her go

[...]

We shared the years

We shared each day

In love together

We found a way

You lying trying waste of space.